applied for job today( mental health) CLUB HOUSE.  TALKED TO PAUL HES STILL MAD MAY GO FOR ME LIVING IN MY HOUSE AND HIM LIVING IN HIS.  WOULD LIKE TO WRIGHT LETTERS SO I CAN GET TO KNOW HIM BETTER.  I TALK TOO FAST AND TOO MUCH DO NOT LISSON ENOUGH.  NEED TO SLOW DOWN AND NOT LISSON TO NEGATIVE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.