what do i do whith the anger wahat do i do with the self hate.  feel like was in the garden of eden and threw out because of my mouth sprew out a lot of anger and self hate.  it costs alot to be me.  know anger is protection but what good is self hate.  only causes problems for me and others i love. i love mysel alot of the x but when i hate .it is realy strong and hurt the ones i love the most alot.  at this point it is me or the hate .want badly for it to be the hate. i love me alot. the hate has been with me alnog x. i  is what have known. dosent work will let go of it  now cost too much to keep it.

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What are you so angry about E2. Were you abused as a child? Have you talked to a doctor. You might be suffering chronic depression from many years ago and meds can make a huge difference. Our emotions are chemicals and can be altered with chemicals. Really. Talk to a doctor.