Last week I felt I was starting to gain some control over my life......This week I can't even keep my thoughts straight. My mind is just racing with all kinds of thoughts. I feel defeated this week. The weight of all this crap is sinking me. I feel, hell I'm not even sure how exactly I feel. There are just so mant feelings racing around in my head.Sorry to my dear friends, I have not been getting back to you or checking on how you guys are feeling. I've just been overwhelmed. I was trying to keep that happy face in hopes to change this around. I'll keep flowing along.

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It happens to all of us... it is a long journey and greiving is part of the process. Pick yourself up and keep moving forward. I feel exactly the same way this week... it must be the moon.
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We all go through those moments of not knowing whether we\'re coming or going.I know for sure though,that this too shall pass.I know it\'s easier said than done.
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It\'s so frustrating because you feel like you\'ve taken steps forward and then that awful feeling creeps in again and knocks you back down. Thinking about you, feel free to talk if you\'d like. I\'m here. Lynn
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Hang in there!! There are people out there pulling for you. Remember the good feelings. They will be back!!
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You are in my prayers and I am wrapping you in white light of the holy spirit. Hang in there. The only way out is through.