Today was uneventful, I kinda just drifted though it. I had a few bouts of crying when I thought about my life changing as it will be, my wife I’m losing, who I love dearly and my family that will be broken up. I talked to my wife tonight, she’s just exhausted and her chronic insomnia is getting the best of her. My hope is her insomnia will begin to lessen and she will be able to reevaluate where we stand. I pray for her, I love her. She’s not angry or mad at me. I’m very confused. Tomorrow I go back to work. This is the first since she’s asked for a divorce. I hope I’ll be ok… YES I WILL BE OKAY, I WILL HAVE THE STRENGTH TO GET THOUGH THE DAY!
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This sounds exactly like my life. Insomnia included. I understand your wife cause that is exactly what I am doing to my husband.....I love my husband. He is a wonderful man and yet here I am in this place. He feels like you reported. I get it. There is just more to the big picture. That\'s what your wife is feeling. With me it is an issue of broken trust.
You are so not alone in this voyage. There are many others having a similar experience.
I feel your confusion as i am also dealing with the same issue....And I got to trell mysel constantly to be strong. Beeing emotionally weak over the past 2 months has not served me well. Hang in there.