Rambling.
where to start. Debbie well we were married for nearly 25 years she pased away december 2011 22 days before our 25th wedding aniversary. i say totaly unexpected but i suppose at the same time its somthing we all do.
The feleing of being hit by a bus when she died hardly does it justice i feel like i get hit by the same bus every day sometimes more than once.
i have no idea what to do with myself now. we were a item a couple she was my oposite half. now i feel constantly incomplete. sitting sometimes for hopurs doing nothing thinking nothing but my head is filled with stupid randon thoughts some good some bad.
The dys are long and the nights even longer even though i cant sleep much. i never thought i would miss her snoring so much. the house is deathly quiet all the time.
Deb was a member of several support groups on here for various ailments. i think she found comfort and help on the groups and knew that she was no the only person with those particular problems. i hope it can do the same for me.
The feleing of being hit by a bus when she died hardly does it justice i feel like i get hit by the same bus every day sometimes more than once.
i have no idea what to do with myself now. we were a item a couple she was my oposite half. now i feel constantly incomplete. sitting sometimes for hopurs doing nothing thinking nothing but my head is filled with stupid randon thoughts some good some bad.
The dys are long and the nights even longer even though i cant sleep much. i never thought i would miss her snoring so much. the house is deathly quiet all the time.
Deb was a member of several support groups on here for various ailments. i think she found comfort and help on the groups and knew that she was no the only person with those particular problems. i hope it can do the same for me.
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