24 weeks and 3 days

Thought I saw your shadow the other night. I've been crying the last couple of days, once as soon as I woke up and other times when I'm at work when a song on the radio came on reminding me of your last message to me (I love you with all my life). 
I have noticed that our girls are having more sad moments recently and I feel sometimes that my help isn't enough.
I have a man from Cruse charity visiting me next week and I'm hoping that they can help us. 
I'm planning a holiday to Butlins this year and hoping that would help the girls. 
I miss your company, your security, your cuddles, the way you make me laugh, your affection you gave me, your smile, your voice and laughter. I miss so much more. 
Saying that I didn't want you to suffer from that nasty rare form of cancer. I know your out of pain and in a peaceful place. Well knowing you, your on your motorbike in the sky. That gives me comfort knowing that and when it's my time ill be looking for you. In the mean time, please watch over me and the girls. I love you with all my life and ill keep your memories going. Our girls will know how special you truly are xxxxxxx