day 1

threw out all the alcohol. tired of it controlling me. 5-8 drinks every single night for the past 4-5 years. I don't want to do this anymore. ive made up my mind. I will pray and look for support on here. I don't have any interest in a public support group so i'll take my chances with my strong will power, God and my husband.
I know I can do this. I keep crying today because I think Im happy and finally feel like ive let go of the grasp it has had on me. I feel so empowered. im so ready! im so excited to get to put my kids to bed rather than pass out and have my husband do it everynight.