well ive been in the edu for 2 weeks now and really strugglung with the firtisips but i will struggle more with food i dont even know how long its been since i actually ate food about 6 weeks ago i was eating bits of yoghurt now n again but then i cut that out aswell i have been skipping meals (fortisips) here i just cant physicaly drink as much as they give me 95ml 7 times a day i cant have it 7 times in one day that is way too much i feel full bloated and uncomfortable all the time and i hate it i just want to feel empty i cant stand havin anything in my stomach the you have to sit for 30-60mins depending on wether its a snack or meal i hate it i feel so fat i cant weigh myself i cant discharge myself i cant change the thoughts i have i have always been this way its just me its who i am