i dont know what i will do without my ZoePuppy. She has been my life for 15 years now and she is not getting any better. i dont have any one to talk to about this. I know what i have to do but i am hoping that she will just one day get up and be herself again and then i can keep her with me for another year or two. I have been crying for days and i cant stop. work is a joke because i just end up in the bathroom balling my eyes ou hoping that nobody will hear me or see my puffy eyes afterwards. i am so very sad right now - this is the worst time of my life.