today my mood is mixed. my little bro announced that he bought a condo. while i am extremely happy for him i feel like a complete and total failure and loser. all 3 of my bros now own their own homes and i am still renting and i have no money saved up. i can't take vacations and my oldest bro once made fun of me bcuz he and his wife take their 2 yr old daughter on trips around the world with them and i have been no where. i think i'm ready to cry now.