9/26/07  I'm trying to keep a joyful attitude, but it's been hard.  I have been depressed and don't really know why.  Boyd is doing good.  Our car has over 2000.00 damage from the accident, but we only have to pay 500.00  Boyd got his chemo today even though we weren't sure if they would give it with him having bronchitis. So things are going well.  I really enjoy school and am doing good in it.  Why then am I so sad?  I wish I knew. It's just a general sadness and I really want to be rid of it!!! God is so good to us and especially lately I see Him working so mightly- yet I praise Him and still don't feel joy-what is wrong with me?  I know noone can answer that for me.  But it's how I am today.  love you all. Thanks for being here for me.