I just found out my best friend's dad who is basically my second dad is getting open heart surgery on Monday.  I don't really know much other than I think he needs a triple bypass.  He doesn't really want a lot of people around so I won't be able to visit him for very long tomorrow and I couldn't see him tonight.  It sucks I am basically a part of their family but Kristen's mom, Nancy, doesn't think it is a good idea for me to be around a lot right now.  It isn't fair.  I am so worried about him and I really don't even know what is going on.  I drove all the way home to be here to see him and be here for their family.  I want to be here anyway but I had a lot of stuff going on this weekend.  I was supposed to see two of my friends who were visiting and work and now I am at home with my parents.  I am so frustrated but then I feel guilty because of course no one saw this coming.  I just wish this wasn't happening.  I am so stressed and I still have so much homework but I can't focus at all.