And why do I let being single bother me so much?  I don't want to be one of those women who rely on men's approval.  I like myself.  I do.  I like who I am and I think I have a good personality.  I think I am fun to be around and I am comfortable being myself.  I just don't really care for my appearance.  I don't hate it like I used to.  Somehow though my first reaction is always to think of myself as not good enough or inferior to any guy I'm attracted to.  I always think that they are out of my league.  Damn it why should all of this matter so much?