I'm feeling really down right now.  I don't know why.  I thought about cutting for the first time in a long time.  I didn't come close to doing it but the thought still crossed my mind.  I hurt.  I feel empty inside and I don't know what to do to fill it.  So many bad things keep happening around me.  So many people are having to deal with things they don't deserve and here I am with a perfectly good life and all I can think about is how frustrated I am with my life.  I feel like a bad person.  But I still have that hole.  I just don't know what to do.  I want to feel whole and full instead of empty and in pain.