I am so frustrated/upset.  I feel really lonely.  It has been a year and 3 months since I have had a boyfriend.  It has been months since I have even had a crush.  I am so annoyed with my lack of love life.  I'm starting to get desperate.  I just need a boy to have fun with.  I want someone to care for me and make me happy.  I miss having a boyfriend a lot.  Even if I can't be in a relationship I could at least date or have fun.  I don't understand why it is so impossible to find someone.  Not having any boy interested in me makes me feel ugly and boring.  I feel like crap.  Why don't boys find me attractive?  Even if I'm not pretty I think my personality would be attractive but I guess not.  I don't get it.  Also, why does it matter if I am taller than the guy?  I know I am 6'1'' but why does that have to matter?  Why is it intimidating.  It shouldn't be.  I am the same person whether I am 6' or 5'.  I see all of my friends dating or having a serious boyfriend and me all alone.  I just don't get it.