I hate living with my mom.  I absolutely hate it.  I want her to go away forever.  I can't stand this.  I need to get out but she won't let me.  I don't understand why she has to be such a selfish bitch.  I haven't thought about cutting or suicide or how much I hate my life for such a long time.  Now that I'm back home it is all I can think about.  I can't fucking do this anymore.

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When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free. Catherine Ponder
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The original place that those feelings first began will always be a trigger. That\'s what it\'s like for me. You\'re strong. I know you can get through this. And if you need something, I\'ll always do my best to help.

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