I'm so frustrated with my life.  I feel like I am going no where.  I just want to be productive and get a good job and make my parents proud.  I hate summer.  I don't want to work two jobs.  I don't even have a second job anymore and finding a new one is proving to be impossible.  I just want to go back to school.  I'm good at taking class and getting A's.  Apparently I'm not good at finding a job.  I just don't know what to do anymore.  I'm so frustrated.  And in 3 months I have to go through the process all over again because I will be back at school.  I can't stand this.  I am so frustrated.  I feel like I just keep hitting wall after wall after wall.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I don't know how to get any of the things I want.