I'm so sick of feeling like crap all the time. I have been sleeping better lately but I still wake up like four times in the middle of the night and my sleep isn't very deep or restful. So then I'm stuck with sleep headaches every day. I also am sick of being mediocre. I want to do something that stands out but I'm not good enough at anything. I'm not good enough at all.
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You are good enough. You just don\'t see that because no one ever told you that you are an amazing girl who is good at everything she attempts. You may not see it but I have. Example: Your goal. You made a goal not to cut and slowly but surely you are making progress. Not many people can say that. You are not mediocre. You are the epitome of intelligence, beauty, strength, and determination. Be proud of how far you\'ve come. Be proud of you. I am.
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I see you lick Dance, psychology, shopping, fashion, reading. I am sure you are more than mediocre with one of these. May wife (soon to be ex) is an amazing shopper. Try to look at what you are good at. I know it is hard when you are depressed, but you must understand that 99.999% of people do NOT do anything that stands out. You have to do things for yourself. Not cutting is a prime example. This may not be viewed as something for most, but for you it is extrodinary. YOU are extrodinary. Be well. W/B.