Well I was suicidal again this morning. I called a crisis hotline before I went through with anything. I wish I had the guts to just go through with it. My damn conscience always gets in the way.
The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering. Ben Okri
By the fact that you called the crisis hotline shows you want to live...you are in a lot of pain and you want it to stop. Your depression is not being properly managed and you don\'t have the right combination for what works for you. Don\'t give up.
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The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering. Ben Okri
I\'m glad it gets in the way. I\'d miss you if you went through with it.
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By the fact that you called the crisis hotline shows you want to live...you are in a lot of pain and you want it to stop. Your depression is not being properly managed and you don\'t have the right combination for what works for you. Don\'t give up.