I'm not doing well at all. I am definitely relapsing into anorexia. Part of me is scared to have the disorder take control again and another part of me is scared not to.
You know what hun.
I have had this feeling too.
I dont know what its like with the anorexia, but I do know that I have it with my disease.
Part of me is scared to live with it and the other part is terrified that it will go away cause its what I lived with for a long time; Its comfortable.
I guess all I can say is listen more to your body then what your mind tells you to do.
Would your body want you to harm it that way all over again after you\'ve done so good at keeping it healty this time?
I can understand what you are saying...The more I seek recovery the more I become petrified of it....The eating disorder has been a part of my life for so long that I am now sure how to let it go...I do know however that I can\'t continue this way...Have you got a counsellor or therapist you can talk too...Love, Shelle xox
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You know what hun.
I have had this feeling too.
I dont know what its like with the anorexia, but I do know that I have it with my disease.
Part of me is scared to live with it and the other part is terrified that it will go away cause its what I lived with for a long time; Its comfortable.
I guess all I can say is listen more to your body then what your mind tells you to do.
Would your body want you to harm it that way all over again after you\'ve done so good at keeping it healty this time?
I can understand what you are saying...The more I seek recovery the more I become petrified of it....The eating disorder has been a part of my life for so long that I am now sure how to let it go...I do know however that I can\'t continue this way...Have you got a counsellor or therapist you can talk too...Love, Shelle xox