Well it has officially been one year since I was hospitalized for the first time. To "celebrate" last night I was extremely suicidal to the point where I has to have my roommate watch me until I fell asleep. Today I feel depressed. I hope it is just because its the year anniversary of the worst day of my life. I hope today goes okay.
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you need to seek professional advice you are constanly down its not good to see!
That\'s strange to see that you count the days. Granted I\'ve had multiple attempts, and the scars to prove them, but I don\'t think I ever cared about the days. But hang in there! I\'ve made more than enough mistakes for us both.
What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.