So I guess I am awake now.  I basically only got 2 hours of sleep last night even though I had the potential to get 7.  I really hate not being able to sleep.  It used to be that I just couldn't fall asleep for a while but once I finally did I could sleep until my alarm woke me up. Now I can't fall asleep and I wake up at least twice a night.  I know that I am stressed and that that has something to do with my inability to sleep but then I just get stressed because I'm exhausted and have too much to do.  Its a vicious cycle. I have an interview today for a volunteer position for a 24 rape hotline.  I really want to do well so that I can get the position.  I hope I'm not too tired to be able to do well.  I also have to study all night for two midterms tomorrow so I can't even go to bed early.  I'm really not enjoying college this quarter.

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He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep pain that cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God.

Aeschylus
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yea college sounds real hard for you right now! dont wrry you\'ll get through it and may be able to sleep better when you do!!!! Those all nighters wont be helping with ya sleep! Maybe try to do relaxing things b4 going to bed and to wind down and you can get herbal sleeping tablets and drinks that may help