I don't really know how I am feeling at the moment. I was very happy all day but now I don't know. I am so _____ something....I just wish my relationship with my mother was better. I wish she wasn't who she is. I wish I didn't feel that I need to punish myself for her actions. I hate to blame my problems on my mother....but she is actually the reason I am so fucked up. It is a very sad and unfortunate situation and I can't do anything about it.
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i don\'t know exactly how you feel but i can say i TOTALLY relate. Sometimes I do just fell so.....
And my mom is a thing of her own sorts as well. I know she didn\'t \"make\" me this way but she sure doesn\'t help it any.
Hang in there. Someday things will turn around.
The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny. Albert Ellis
I know our situations are different, but I know what you mean about your mom. Mine is like that. I hate it so much that I love her yet all I want to do is hate her for not loving me. I think in time we will overcome this.