I feel like I can't get better. If I'm not anorexic I'm in deep depression and if I'm not in deep depression I'm cutting and if I'm not cutting I'm anorexic. Why can't I survive without negative coping mechanisms? Whats next? drugs? promiscuity? death?
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i know how you feel. i am the same way. im here for ya if u ever wanna talk
i can definitely relate.... i am the same way.. if you need to talk i am here for you.
My heart breaks for you...you have so much to live for!!
I know where you\'re coming from on this. It always feels that there is a reason you need to punish yourself. Go see a therapist. They might make a difference on this mentality, my love. /hugs