Im having a mixed episode of bipolar and the Dr Flanagin instructed me to call him if I got "what I call fit to be tied"  My husband and son and I got in two separete arguments and they are both cold hearted.  Selfish people.  Any way I have a med in the closet for the last 4 months for times like this.  Its a sublingual nerve pill.  Lat night after calling for aproval to take it.  I used it ----Saphris 5 mg.  Well Im glad I was home --- its really strong and nobody told me how strong.  I've been crying and sulking this morning and thinking of suicide again like yesterday.  My life just seems no value.... I can't teach my son anything -hes so arrogent and my husband is bipolar and on know meds.  Hes acting like nothing makes him happy.  I haven't seen him enjoy anything for months and I miss his easy going nature. Hes sick of me being sick and Im sitting here crying again.  Im down to one bath a week and one meal a day.  not good.

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Happinesss comes from within. I think we are fairly close. Want to meet next week some day--not Tuesday-for coffee, ice tea and some laughs? I am close to mammoth Spring.
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HALT, get out if you can and do something for you! If your husband has meds but won\'t take them, i would call his DR. and let him know, because something unpleasant could happen. Go meet your friend Bambee2.
I am meeting some people from DS for the first time and that is stepping WAY out of my comfort zone but it is something I would LOVE to do~
As for your son.. arrogance is taught.. sounds like he needs to grow up more. I\'m sorry for your troubles..it sux to have to live with that!
Don\'t hurt yourself, if you do , you will be giving into them and whatever pushes you to do that.. please, resist! your friend, karen aka feather