Im having a mixed episode of bipolar and the Dr Flanagin instructed me to call him if I got "what I call fit to be tied" My husband and son and I got in two separete arguments and they are both cold hearted. Selfish people. Any way I have a med in the closet for the last 4 months for times like this. Its a sublingual nerve pill. Lat night after calling for aproval to take it. I used it ----Saphris 5 mg. Well Im glad I was home --- its really strong and nobody told me how strong. I've been crying and sulking this morning and thinking of suicide again like yesterday. My life just seems no value.... I can't teach my son anything -hes so arrogent and my husband is bipolar and on know meds. Hes acting like nothing makes him happy. I haven't seen him enjoy anything for months and I miss his easy going nature. Hes sick of me being sick and Im sitting here crying again. Im down to one bath a week and one meal a day. not good.