Ok I'm back.  My husband has talked me into working a little and I think it is helping some.  I just don't want to get over worked. I actually fear that.   Fibro bipolar both have that cycle.  Well I got an eviction notice and we are packing to move but the good new is I have a change to get a smaller place.  This big house was to much work with a bipolar son and husband.  My son is spinning his wheels and trying to get a job.  I know how hard it is to be 17 and want everything.   Later I'm tired.