I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so lost, so sad, so alone. I've been trying to get a shrink to help me with my issues, but can't find one. The ones I can find can't see me for atleast a month, and I don't know if I can wait that long. I actually had one idiot on the phone make me "promise" not to cut!!! how stupid! dosen't she know that that's how I live? that's what keeps me from killing myself???