Thank god :-)

Whatta another roller coaster of a day. I got to see my actual doctor not just the PA and he made me feel sooooo much better :-) he said he was do sorry for all the extra stuff I'm having to go threw but he's going to take care of me. It was never a pulled muscle... It was infected around my largest left incision. I don't know how the PA missed it when I went Thursday before it burst but whatever. They poked at it then packed it with gauss. He said pull it out 3 inches a day(ewwwww) and come back and see him every week till it's healed.... And continue with anti biotics. It is looking way better then last week. I was able to walk standing straight up this evening :-) Still VERY sslllllowly but atleast its not hunched over holding my side :-) aaaand Im a tummy sleeper but at night I've had to sleep way propped up and I wake up usually scrunched down and stiff but tonight I got in bed with only 2 pillows able to lay more comfterbly:-) I've hated being grumpy sad and miserable the past few days. As much as I tried to prepare myself for this journey I should prepared more for the unexpected :-)