well what a time i'm having at mo! just found out my eldest son could have aspergers which is such a shock.Ben is just so angry all the time its like he's not happy unless someone else is hurting. On the up side though i'm currently in training for the addidas womens challenge 5k run through hyde park in london on sept 7th so if any of you nice people want to sponsor me you can do so by going to www.justgiving.com/melissahaywood its for a good cause i'm raising money for THE NATIONAL AUTISTIC SOCIETY. Wish me luck!!!