not been on for a while just been so busy decorating still got loads to do but thought i'd have a break and i'm not doing too well today feeling very down hubby gone out tonight so got noone to talk to ben really playing up about going to bed lucie just not sleeping and i think its all just got on top of me today.anyway i'm sure i've waffled enough so i'm going to go and take a couple of pain killers coz i've got a wicked toothache and then i'm going to bed.take care x