well ben's been at school for nearly 2 weeks now and its not been too bad until today he wasn't in the best of moods when he woke up so i warned his teachers and he was fine apparently until this afternoon when getting ready after PE he got extremely stressed coz all his clothes were in the wrong order and the classroom was too noisy.

i've really been paying for it this evening aswell coz he's been in a fowl mood and now he refuses to go to bed so i'm preparing myself for round 2 of the battle.

i'm feeling very down today about my weight which isn't helping much but anyway i've waffled too much now you've probably all fallen asleep so i guess i'll go try to get ben to go to bed

take care mel x