i'm really stressed out now i knew it wouldn't last long today ben is just really violent today and nothing i do will stop hm or calm him down he keeps swearing aswell which when i tell him not to he says he can't stop coz his brain keeps telling him to do it how do you reply to that coz its true what he says.
maybe i'll feel better in a bit then maybe i won't i just feel like crying 
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i feel so much for you cos i know how hard it is and no matter how much people tell you to switch off u just can\'t ...i have a new approach just don\'t speak back and then say something really inappropriate and silly - god does it get their attention cos you\'re not taking them on. I decided last week after my first councelling session that i needed to be autistic to and instead of being logical i have to be illogical - try not topreconceive a bad day cos the saying i think therefore i am is very true we have programmed our feelings and reactions to be that we are always anticipating the worst cos we can not see a light at all...just don\'t think just be u
if i can do it the silly blonde that i am anyone can ...
think of me tonite with shredded nappies allover the house when my ben has torn his off to dangle - and then wees all over the floor u gota laugh .....i think i have gone mad
take care
you;re special
jo