Dear Jo,I was feeling fine earlier, but now the pain is getting worse. I'm watching the movie, Fried Green Tomatoes to keep my mind off the pain. My pain level is @ a 7. I gauge it as the doctors do from    1-10..(1) being the least in pain and (10) being in excruciating pain. Most of the time I'm @ an 8. When I'm @ a 10 I'm in bed, can't move and in too much pain to even cry. I was in a good mood, but my mood is changing. Because of my disease and depression, I go thru so many emotions and different moods in just one day. When I'm in a bad mood or feeling all emotional, I just keep quiet to myself. I do enjoy writing online though. It helps me to clear my thoughts. It feels good