So tired of taking care of him , when is somebody going to take care of me, of course he has always provided financially but complained the whole way through that he has to work so much but he is the one that wants all the toys, so hell yes your going to work more than me, all i want is a simple life, i dont need all this extra shit.
So of course he is without a job again, he followed his dreams and of course they didnt come true, again! He was conned, and now we are screwed financially until he finds a job but of course he doesnt want to be a truck driver anymore, i told him you dont have any other option if you want to pay the bills that you have acquired, we cant afford any less than a truck driver job because he is not educated enough to get any other job.
Im just so fucking tired of this, im left to deal with the fall out of him having no job and then trying to find him a new one, i look constantly and then i have to fill out the apps because he doesnt know how to spell worth a shit and he would like a idiot if he filled them out!
im just so tired and worn out and tired of everything, i just want to take my son and run and not worry about him anymore. I'm so tired of worrying about him when he doesnt consider me half the time.
Yeah for now he has stopped being emotionally abusive because he knows i am at my wits end with him and if he treated me like crap i wouldnt help him with anything, right now my only option is to help so that i can scrape by with my son.
God im so fucking frustrated! Why do i keep doing this year after year?!
So of course he is without a job again, he followed his dreams and of course they didnt come true, again! He was conned, and now we are screwed financially until he finds a job but of course he doesnt want to be a truck driver anymore, i told him you dont have any other option if you want to pay the bills that you have acquired, we cant afford any less than a truck driver job because he is not educated enough to get any other job.
Im just so fucking tired of this, im left to deal with the fall out of him having no job and then trying to find him a new one, i look constantly and then i have to fill out the apps because he doesnt know how to spell worth a shit and he would like a idiot if he filled them out!
im just so tired and worn out and tired of everything, i just want to take my son and run and not worry about him anymore. I'm so tired of worrying about him when he doesnt consider me half the time.
Yeah for now he has stopped being emotionally abusive because he knows i am at my wits end with him and if he treated me like crap i wouldnt help him with anything, right now my only option is to help so that i can scrape by with my son.
God im so fucking frustrated! Why do i keep doing this year after year?!
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I just had to reply to this entry. I have been exactly where you are right now, but not only once. I\'m ashamed to say that I have been with 4 emotionally abusive men, three of them were also physically abusive.
If you find yourself having to take care of the man, then you need to go! God, I wish I had found this site years ago. The advice given is so right on and true!
I finally was able to see my pattern and break it. It\'s not easy to leave someone you love(d), but it\'s necessary to do the work in order to get yourself free. The burden that will be lifted in like losing a yoke around your neck!
Peace and Happiness! I\'m here for you,
Peg