Stuck

I feel like I am stuck between two worlds. I feel like I am to healthy to be here and not healthy enough not to be. I don't feel like I have anything to offer to all the people here. It seems I can't remember much of that horrific time in my life while on tx. I guess I blocked most of it out. I  do remember how bad it was and how it effected every part of my life. But, couldn't tell you what treatment I was on. Weird!!! I think I have been in denial sort of. Because I feel so good I just forget I have hep c. I know that is a dangerous thing to do. I know I can't live my life like a non hepper. Now I am dealing with my high blood pressure!! That is a whole other mess I am in. Not sure how I have prevented having a heart attack or stroke. If I could just keep it to 160/90 that would be a miracle.  The doctor would be happy with that. This crap of 210/112 is nonsense. Not to mention how my head feels. BOOM BOOM BOOM all the time. Well at least I got some stuff off my chest. Finally!!!!