My husband and I found out about a year ago that he cannot have children.  At that time we both decided we would use a sperm donor.  I also found that I had polyops in my uterus and got surgery to have them removed.  I was told I also would benefit from losing weight.  I took time off and wanted to start the offical process sometime in August.  I just found out about two weeks ago that my sister is pregnant.  I decided to join this site because I dont think anyone if my family cares nor is willing to try to understand.  I was told I have some hormone issues too.  My family thinks I should be excited for my sister and nothing has changed and in my father's words, "At least I will me an aunt."  This has been very difficult for me since I am close to me sister.  She too feels that I am not happy enough for her and she would be happy for me.  I think my family is in denial that I have things wrong with me too and they believe I will be pregnant.  My family thinks I have not officially tried since my husband is sterile so I have no reason to be upsets.  I try to explain I am upset because I was told I have some issues and has been depressing.  I dont feel much support from my husband either nor do I feel like he can understand.  Today has been a rough afternoon and day.  I am angry with my sister and cant get away from it because I see her everyday at work.