Starting over
well havnt written one of these in a long time, thought i was due for an update
after almost 3 months clean, i messed up, fell pretty hard BUT after a four day bindg i got up & dusted myself off & got to a meeting, best thing i could of done for myself. So now i sit here at day two, looking forward to another meeting in just a few hours. One day at a time :) I know i can do this....
Im smoking again, BUT iam trying the program again & hope to be smoke free by June 12th, that is also the date i go back home for a 7week visit, im so very looking forward to that.
I did manage to lose 80 pounds :) Now thats feels great.
Please wish me luck as i move forward from here...
after almost 3 months clean, i messed up, fell pretty hard BUT after a four day bindg i got up & dusted myself off & got to a meeting, best thing i could of done for myself. So now i sit here at day two, looking forward to another meeting in just a few hours. One day at a time :) I know i can do this....
Im smoking again, BUT iam trying the program again & hope to be smoke free by June 12th, that is also the date i go back home for a 7week visit, im so very looking forward to that.
I did manage to lose 80 pounds :) Now thats feels great.
Please wish me luck as i move forward from here...
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Everyone falls down. Just be sure there are not people tripping you.
dear angel Dee, our prayers, and hearts are with you, and we\'re with you all the way, on your healing journey. i believe in you, and have faith in you, your strong spirit, your wonderful heart, and soul, you are gonna achieve all that you want, and more, as you have that drive, dedication, and determination :) i want you to know, how very proud of you i am, for getting back up, and not giving up on your goal, and dream, of fulfilling your goal :) that\'s very admirable, how you went back to your meeting, and you are staying true to your heart, and spirit, to accomplish your goal, and continuing on, with your healing journey :) You know you can always count on us to be here, anytime you need us :)
We love you friend, and are so proud of you always :) You\'ve come very far. :) i know you will continue to strive for, and achieve progress, success, and that your upcoming visit with your family, will also be wonderfully healing for you :)
Congratulations on losing 80 pounds, that\'s awesome Dee! :) Keep smiling, and shining! :)Your CT family, loves you, and we want you to be healthy, and happy :)
I am sorry to hear this, but everyone has set backs, it is ok, and things will get better from here. I am praying for you and Im glad you went back to meetings. Congrats on your weight loss, you are beautiful anyway...sending love n hugs
Great big hug for you sweetie....It wouldn\'t be addiction if it wasn\'t hard as hell to quit... I think you are doing amazing... You Go Girl!!... You can do this and you have a wonderful attitude... xo
I think a lot of people fall off the wagon Dee.... it\'s the nature of the addiction.... dust yourself off as you say..... walk back into the room with your head held high knowing many of those in there have been exactly where you are now... so well done for going back and not just giving up
way to go on the weight loss!!!
good luck and take care xx
Luck and hugs
Lots of Love & Prayers with you in hopes that you\'re accomplishing your goal(s).
Each difficult venture we go through, is a step forward towards a tougher part of us. Just keep the faith & believe in yourself! I know you can do it, and you know you can too. :) Take Care #StayBlessed