i'm not doing well. The past week has been a bit of a tragic slip into old habits and feeling depresso and eating chocolate and ice cream.Of course i feel rotton but thats the only half, the other half is that I went ahead and indulged that part..... when is it ever going to get better? Why can't I try harder? Why can't I be slim and sexy.  I don't feel like i'm really attractive, I am not how I want to be. I'm really struggling at the moment and I don't feel like i've anyone to talk to who will understand :(