SO i binged. Infact I stepped into give up mode- or detest myself mode. Whatever it is, I know my big trigger now is not knowing what to do, feeling empty within myself and being in my CAR! I do a whole lot of driving and I just get so damn bored! But still- NO excuse to go through a whole packet of poison chocolate... and dear Cabury ... IT WOULDN'T be nice if the world was made of chocolate... smiley-foot-in-mouth.gif