... Another victorious day. 2 in a row, wow!Today I haven't binged... I haven't exactly experienced what i'd call an ultimate diet but that's okay- close enough!. The emotional eating has come to a low and the eating for hunger is still a little confused with other body things like anxiety but at least i'm not jumping right to food like I have been!I have comforted myself just with a cocoa and carrots and cheese despite not being hungry but I haven't gone overboard- before bed.. which I dont think is a terrible thing because it's not out of control or anything.After going down the path of an almost purger.. yes I tried a few days ago- but it didnt work and i've just got a sore throat from it still - which is BAD because i'm a vocalist for crying aloud!. It put things into perspective of how bad I was feeling though... and how I really need to change though. I forget I can do it myself so many times and that I DO have the power too.I dont want to look back from these 2 days of victory, here's to another day of living- each day at a time! And to my body and balance in life looking better and better. If anyone is reading this... you have been really helpful.

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Hi Spirit13. I am reading this and I am so glad you have had two days of victory. Continue to write in your journal. I went back to look at your video again, but couldn\'t find it. Maybe you deleted it. It did truely touch me to actually see you and explain my experiences in my twenties to you. Just thank God for the two good days, keep praying and I will keep praying for you. Hugs, DarlaC