I've felt just plain ill for the past week - I have been destructive on my body. It's like i'm trying to take a holiday.. my mind away from my body mind you! I have told my partner about my struggle and hopefully things will get better now. I can't pull myself out from this but I really need to adopt new strategies, in which i have done by telling my partner and another friend - someone I can really get alongside who has a daily binge eating compulsion too. Life must go on, I need to be realistic but realise there is FUN out there to find - not just in hiding myself away to eat. to a better day! and we have each other.