23 months have gone by

It was 23 months saturday since Justin has been gone I don't know where the time has went.Seems like I just spoke to him a few days ago.Life is so odd now its strange without someone you raised for 24 years.I was a big influence on Justin he always looked up to me always there to make my day.Where has the time gone?I'm so tried of life trying to keep everything going here with a dry eye and a smile.It's to hard to keep a happy face to my family the family that doesn't say anything.If they would just call and ask me how I'm doing?But no they stay silent afraid to say anything.I haven't forgotten  My son has died .It's hard to say those 4 words.One day I'll see him again and I should be thankful he is in a safe place now.I hope everyone has a good week I will write later.Peace,Vicki