Zoie's funeral was yesterday. It was the hardest funeral I have ever been to and it was only 20 minutes long. I have been to funerals for people of all ages but seeing that tiny casket and that picture of Zoie was awful. I am glad it is over and maybe now her family can begin the long healing process. I am still researching the mthfr and I am anxiously awaiting my re appointment which is on the 23. It seems like since they have called and told me about all these the days are just dragging by until then. So I am sort of counting down because we are still awaiting the go ahead for ttc. I am ready to get started now that we have found things that can be treated. I am still scared to death but at least now it is not about the unknown.