I am home alone today. I really don't know what to do. I don't have any one I can call to come over and be with me. My sister-in-law just switched to days so I can't call her, my best friend lives 3 hours away, my sister is pregnant so I don't want to call her, my mom is at work, my husband is at work and he can't come home early. I am just here to sit all by myself. I am so ready for Monday to have the d&c over with so I can start to heal myself again. I can't stop thinking about the baby that is no longer growing still in my belly. This is terrible. Plus Sunday is Father's day and I was going to do something special for my husband but I guess that is off. We can't go out anywhere cause all it will be is happy father's day everywhere. I just wish I could go to bed and sleep until all of this is over but I can't.