My husband and I had a very emotional talk last night about the baby. I bawled my eyes out and he cried too. I don't know what I would do without him, he is my rock. I just feel like so much like I let him down by losing our baby. He was so excited and he wants a baby so much. I know that I didn't do anything wrong and it was unavoidable but still when you are the one carrying the child you have so much more responsibility. I know he doesn't blame me at all and would be very mad and disappointed if he knew I felt that way. Surely I'm not the only person that has ever thought this.