I am so tired of getting upset all of the time. I haven't been getting upset for awhile and then bam, all of a sudden it is like the m/c happened yesterday. I am now anxiously awaiting my second cycle since the d&c so I can go back on the clomid. I am hoping it won't take very long to get pregnant this time. I want a baby so badly. I just don't want this to happen again. But I guess I am doing alright. It would be better if I didn't work with that girl but she is on vacation so I don't have to see her for awhile. I know I will get through this it is just hard and I am scared of it happening again.