BFN!

As soon as I woke up this morning I took the HPT and it showed what I expected....a negative:(  After bawling my eyes out, and DH consoling me, I got ready for work.  Thought about calling in but knew I would just sit at home and cry all day.  I'm doing a little better but have my moments.  I have a call in to my RE's office and they haven't called back yet.  I guess we will try again but I just feel doubtful about investing the money for more IUI's when the success rate is what it is....not very good.  I know many women get pg by IUI but I just don't feel like it will work for me.  We don't have fertility coverage and IVF is such a huge expense so I'm at a loss of what to do right now.   AF has not come or given me any signs she will appear soon.  I'm assuming it's due to the progestrone and that's a question I want to ask my RE's ofc.  I guess I'm still hanging on to hope that I might be pg since AF hasn't showed.   My heart is broken right now so please forgive me if I don't reply much today.