Today has been a better day.  I've pretty much come to grips w/ the situation. I have not totally given up hope but will be prepared come Monday if I get the dreaded news.  I have not bleed much at all today and there has been no cramping.  I've told more of my friends who all are trying to be postive and tell me "there still might be a chance".  My DH has still been really hopeful that I'm pregnant.  His mom even told me that after she found she was pregnant w/ his sister, she had a menstral cycle.  But in my heart I feel otherwise.  I hate waiting on the unknown.  It's all I can think about but I will contine to pray that my baby is still there:)