Wow, it's been so long since I have wrote in my journal. Hope all my DS friends are doing good. I've been out of the loop for a couple of months. I just needed to stop thinking about the conceiving issue so much and although this site has been extremely helpful and comforting, I still get a little down when I see the pain other women are going through too:) I just want us all to get pregnant. I see some of my friends are and I am so estatic for them.This was the "trying" week for us and I'm trying to stay positive. Last month wasn't so good. I guess it was wishful thinking on my part to be hopeful that it would only take one month and I would be pregnant. When I AF came, I was a mess. I just cried and cried and then my dh was trying to be encouraging and started researching the internet on getting pregnant after a lap was done. He comes in and gives me the statistics and I'm like screw (I said the other word though) the statistics....just let me cry and be angry tonight. And so he did....gosh, I love him. Not many men would put up w/ me right now!!!Happy Turkey Day to all!
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It\'s hard when AF comes. It is a triple whammy really - you usually have cramps and feel pain, you have hormones pumping and making you feel emotional about nothing and then there\'s the harsh reality that you aren\'t pregnant. I understand, my day was yesterday. We are taking a break at the moment as well and I have only been on this site for about 3 weeks so I am enjoying hearing other people\'s stories and giving some advice. It reminds me that there is a whole world out there instead of being in my own little cacoon. I do agree though, I am sure there will come a time when I will want a break from everything to do with TTC. Take care.