Well, it's been several weeks since I've written in my journal and I am trying to pack and get ready at the same time to go to LR for my pre-op appointment so this entry will be quick.  Tomorrow is surgery day and as it get closer, my anxiety is slowly coming back.  I'm able to sleep through the night w/ the help of medicine so I just have one more night and then hopefully tomorrow morning they will give me something immediately!!!  Please say a little prayer for me tonight as all you know from my previous entries.....I AM HORRIFIED OF BEING PUT UNDER!  I will be back tomorrow afternoon (hopefully) and will update all on the surgery and possibly the results.  Thanks for all the support and prayers.